Bellatrix and Regulus
had a secret, and they were taking
every opportunity to make sure Sirius knew it. He tried hard to appear
uninterested, but he knew they were daring him to ask about it and that was
driving him crazy. Now that Andromeda and Narcissa had
gone back to Hogwarts, his youngest cousin and little brother were his only
playmates, Bellatrix dictating all the games, Regulus happy enough to trail around after her. They were
usually to be found trying to pull the wings off doxies without getting bitten, or engaged in some unfathomable
fantasy that involved the adventures of all the ancestors on the Black family
tapestry, and he quickly tired of
their company. A whole year of this stretched out interminably before him until
that wonderful day next September when he would finally go to school himself.
And now to make matters worse, he kept coming across the two of them smirking
at him as they whispered on the stairs, or exchanging conspiratorial looks over
supper in the nursery.
Two days of this was as much
as he could stand before he summoned the darkest threats a ten year old wizard
could command. “Andromeda says you have to do as I say because I’m the oldest.
And she taught me all the hexes she learnt in fifth year.”
“Andromeda says! Andromeda says!” chanted Bellatrix
nastily. But the memory of a whole summer spent at the mercy of her two big
sisters’ hexes was still fresh in her mind, so she quickly relented and agreed
to show him what they were hiding.
“It’s down here,” Bellatrix led the way into
the cellars.
“But what is?” asked Sirius for the umpteenth
time.
“You’ll
see in a minute.” Right at the back, past the racks of dusty wine bottles was a
storeroom. Bellatrix took out a big, iron key and unlocked the door with a
flourish. The light from the main cellar barely illuminated the tiny space, and
Sirius could hear a faint whimpering sound as he clambered over brooms and
buckets. When his eyes adjusted to the
gloom, he made out a makeshift cage
in which what appeared to be a large, grey puppy was cowering, its luminous yellow eyes
fixed intently on his own. “It’s a wolf cub!” declared Bellatrix
triumphantly “ Daddy said I could feed it. I’m not
supposed to tell anyone though, so if you dare let on that I told you….”
“But what does he want with it?”
“It’s for the werewolf hunt of course.” Bellatrix
saw the look of puzzlement on his face. “Oh
Sirius, you’re such a dolt! Even Reggie knows all about it and he’s only
seven.”
“Seven-and-a-half!” piped up his little
brother.
Even if there had been more activity than usual in Grimmauld Place over the last few
days it would hardly have registered with Sirius, preoccupied as he was with
trying to guess Bellatrix’s secret and daydreaming
about Hogwarts. In any case, he never paid the adults in the house too much
attention: He
had learned long ago it was safer to keep out of their way.
“That’s not a werewolf.” Sirius pointed
out the obvious, still not quite clear what all this
was about.
“Of course not, you idiot.” Bellatrix
adopted her haughtiest tone. “You
don’t just go after them with a wand,
you know. You need extra protection, like a special potion made with silver and
stuff. There’s going to be a ritual tomorrow night. They have to sacrifice the
cub and use its blood in the potion.”
He bent down and peered more closely at the cub. “But it’s hurt.” It was
scrabbling at the back of the cage,
trying to get as far away from him as possible, but one of its back legs was
hanging limply, the fur matted with blood.
“That happened when they caught
it,” said Regulus. “Uncle told Bella they had to kill its mother
and she was enormous.”
“Anyway, it only has to last till
tomorrow night, then…” Bellatrix drew a finger across
her throat and grinned wickedly. Regulus laughed at
that and grabbed an old mop that was leaning against the cage “You should see
its teeth. Look!” He poked the handle through the bars and started prodding the
wolf cub, but it only whimpered more loudly and began to tremble.
“Come on, show us what big teeth you’ve got!” He thrust the mop handle
more forcefully at the cub’s muzzle until it finally bared its teeth in a
snarl. Sirius watched, his fury mounting. He saw only
the terror in the wolf cub’s eyes, not the sharpness of its teeth. Finally,
he grabbed the mop and wrenched it out of the cage.
“Stop it! Leave it alone!”
“Give that back.” whined Regulus “I’m just
playing. Ow! Get off!”
Sirius had begun to hit him around the head
with the mop handle. “See how you like it, you little git!”
“Sirius.
Don’t! He’s only a baby.” Bellatrix had hold of his
arms and was pulling the mop away from him.
“I only wanted to show you its teeth.” Regulus
was backed against the wall, breathing heavily. A trickle of blood came from
his bottom lip, and a crafty smile spread slowly across his face “I’m telling
on you, Mummy will be really angry. You’re not supposed to hit me ‘cause I’m littler than you. And you swore.”
“You dare tell and I’ll hex you!” bellowed Sirius. His cousin tightened
her grip.
“And I’ll really hex you both if you dare tell anyone we came down
here,” she said with practised menace. “I know where Daddy keeps a spare wand, you know.”
That night, Sirius lay awake in his room, listening to the sounds of
adult talk and laughter in the dining room below. He thought of the wolf cub down in the
cellar, alone and frightened, its mother dead. And he wondered too about the
werewolf. If it were really a man who turned into a wolf, as he had been told,
wasn’t it another person just like himself they were planning to hunt down?
Since he couldn’t sleep anyway, it was easy for him to wait until the
house fell silent and then sneak out of bed and down the stairs. The main
problem he thought, would be getting hold of the key.
There was cupboard on the kitchen wall where he knew keys to all the rooms in
the house were kept, but getting to it would mean sneaking past the sleeping
house-elves. But to his relief, none of them seemed to notice him as he crept
past the old fireplace where all but one of them slept. It was a good thing Kreacher had his own quarters under the boiler; Sirius had
fallen foul of his mother’s favourite house-elf too
often before. When
he reached
the cupboard, there was an entire row of keys labelled ‘storerooms’ so he took
a few of the most likely looking ones. As he turned to go they jangled together
in his hand, and he froze. A couple of elves stirred in their sleep but
didn’t wake. He crept on toward the cellars.
The third key he tried was the right one. He tried to be as quiet as he
could, but tripped over a bucket in his hurry to reach the cub, and then found
to his dismay that the cage was too heavy for him to lift. Sirius knelt on
the floor and untwisted the wire holding it closed. The wolf cub was again
trying to get away from him, snarling ferociously, and this time he did notice
that its teeth looked needle-sharp.
He spotted a pile of old robes torn up for
dusters on a bottom shelf, so he took a bundle and wrapped them around his
hands.
“Come on
now” he said, trembling almost as much as the cub. “I’m not going to hurt you, but we have to do
this quickly.” Sirius reach into the cage as far as he could and only just
stopped himself from crying out as the cub locked its jaws around his wrist. It
hurt a lot, but because of the torn up rags it was just about bearable. Somehow he managed
to scoop the terrified animal into his arms and run with it out of the cellar
and up a staircase which led directly into the entrance hall. But once there he
stopped short. He had imagined getting this far with the cage, but instead he
was holding the struggling cub tightly in both hands and now he was somehow
going to have to extricate one of them to open the front door. Sirius stood
there for a moment, listening to the muffled whimpering of the cub and the
gentle snoring of the family portraits lining the walls. He was still trying to
think his way out of this final problem when he heard a familiar and most
unwelcome voice:
“Someone is sneaking around the house
waking us all up. Aha! Kreacher wonders what the
young master is doing out of his bed at this time of night?”
As Sirius turned towards Kreacher, the elf saw
what he held in his arms and screeched “Master! Mistress! The young master is
taking Master’s secret!”
Eyes flew open all around him as the portraits awoke and thirteen
generations of Blacks hurled insults down at him from their frames. “Traitorous
thief! Son of a Mudblood! You dare besmirch the
honour of the Blacks!” Doors flew open and adult feet thundered down the stairs
“What in Merlin’s name...?”
Sirius knew both he and the cub were doomed.
Retribution was swift and terrible: He had never known his parents to be so furious
with him. Sirius had nearly breached the secrecy surrounding the werewolf hunt,
which was a far more serious matter than his usual childish pranks. His father
thrashed him soundly there and then, but it was his mother who bewitched a
riding crop to follow him around all the next week and beat him every hour.
There was also the lecture, of course, when it was impressed upon him that
wolves were just vermin and werewolves even more so. His only consolation in
all this was that Bellatrix was punished as well, and
the whole of Grimmauld Place probably heard what
Sirius’s father had to say to his uncle about letting her in on the secret in
the first place. The wolf cub was back in its cage and the keys to the cellar
were placed under Kreacher’s personal guard.
The following evening was the night of the werewolf hunt and Sirius was
again sent to bed without supper. When he heard the doorbell ring he crept onto
the landing and looked down to see who would be first to arrive. Kreacher was taking the coat of a rather portly, dark-haired man, who looked a lot like his
father except there was no mistaking that jovial, booming voice. Considerably
cheered to see his favourite uncle, Sirius tiptoed downstairs and settled on
the bottom step from where he could eavesdrop on the conversation in the
drawing room.
“I’m
sorry Alphard,” said his father’s voice. “I’ve done
you the decency of allowing you to have your say, but my mind is made up. We
couldn’t stop it at this late stage in any case, it’s not as if we’re the only
people involved.”
“Well at least let me speak to the boy.”
They were talking about him. Well,
that was nothing new, but this time he was listening carefully.
“You may as well, for all the
good it will do.” He heard his mother’s cold voice. “He’s got a filthy temper
and no respect for authority at all. Merlin only knows what they’ll make of him
at school.”
“The boy’s been mollycoddled for
too long.” His father added. “the Slytherin masters
should knock some sense into him.”
Sirius jumped at the sound of a chair scraping on the parquet floor and
rushed back upstairs to his room.
************************************************************************
Ten minutes later, Alphard
Black found himself waiting in his eldest brother’s study for his nephew to be
summoned.
The boy was much taller of course than when they had last met a good two
years before, but he still looked every inch a Black - the usual pale grey eyes
and thick mop of black hair. Although Alphard was
gratified to note he didn’t yet have the cold haughty look that his niece Bellatrix had already perfected at the tender age of nine.
“Hello Sirius. How nice to see you again. Please sit down.” He noticed
the boy hesitate. “Hmm, perhaps not. I imagine they didn’t spare the rod this
time, eh?”
Sirius shrugged. “It’s all right, I’m used to it.”
“Indeed. I’ve heard you don’t like to do as you’re told.”
Sirius glared defiantly at his uncle. “Only when I’m told to do
something stupid.”
Alphard chuckled at that, but before
he could reply, the study clock chimed the hour and Sirius flinched as the
bewitched riding crop drew back behind him and appeared to take aim.
“Of all the barbaric…!” Alphard brandished his wand “Finite Incantatum!”
and the riding crop clattered to the floor. He turned back to his nephew with
what he hoped was a stern look. “Now. Why did you take the wolf?”
Another shrug. “I like dogs.”
“But it wasn’t a puppy, Sirius,
it was a wild animal!” said Alphard in exasperation. “What on earth did you think you could do with
it, set it free in Regent’s Park? What would the Muggles
have made of that, eh?”
Sirius made no answer, but stared miserably at his feet. It seemed that
had indeed been the plan.
“Well, boy?” persisted Alphard.
The explanation, when it came, tumbled
out all in one without pause for breath.
“But a wolf’s just a wild dog really, isn’t it? It was only a cub and it
was hurt, they killed its mother and Reggie was being so horrible to it, and
Bella says the grown ups are going to slit its throat.”
“Oh dear me!” Alphard was rather alarmed at the sight of his nephew
dissolving into tears. He didn’t have much experience with children and he
certainly wasn’t prepared for this. “Come over here my lad. There, there.” He
let the boy sob into his robes as he patted him awkwardly. His mother should be
doing this, thought Alphard, but what comfort will
the poor child ever find there...
Eventually, Sirius recovered himself and
stepped back, sniffing a little. “You won’t tell will you?” Alphard
handed him a handkerchief “That you cried? No no, I
wouldn’t dream of it.”
His nephew dried his eyes and looked up at him quizzically.
“Uncle Alphard. A werewolf is… like a man most
of the time, isn’t it?”
“He is a man just like any other, except at the full moon of course.”
So wouldn’t it be easier just to kill him when he’s a man?”
“But then they wouldn’t have their sport.” replied Alphard
grimly.
“And killing a man would be murder, wouldn’t it?” It appeared the boy
had already given this a lot of thought.
“Yes Sirius, and there are wizards who would say that what your parents
are about to do is murder. There are less…mediaeval ways to deal with a
werewolf.”
The boy mulled this over a while before continuing “You’re not going on
the hunt are you uncle?”
“Certainly not. I only came here tonight because I thought I could
persuade my brothers ...well, it seems I was mistaken.”
“Are you going to tell on them?”
“No, I’m not going to do that either. I’m not as brave as you, Sirius,
to so openly defy the House of Black.”
The grey eyes blazed in anger. “I hate my family. I wish I was a Muggle.”
Alphard shook his head. “Never be
ashamed of who you are, Sirius. You’ll have been taught I’m sure, that the
Blacks are descended directly from the druids of ancient Britain, as are all
the old wizarding families. We were living on these
islands long before the Muggles came. Our ancestors
built the standing stones, back when the whole country was magical, and we are
all that is left. Besides,” he winked “imagine not being able to do magic, eh
my boy?”
The thoughtful look returned. “But I wish we had Christmas and Easter
and everything. Andromeda says they have them at Hogwarts, because of all the
half-blood children.”
“But so much of those celebrations come
from our traditions in the first place, Sirius. The Easter eggs and the
Christmas trees…”
“Yes I know, and the flying reindeer”
“And the Winter Solstice can be great fun!” Alphard
saw the blank look on the boy’s face. Hmm,
perhaps not in this house, he thought, and decided to move the conversation
onto lighter matters.
“So you start at Hogwarts next year?” He was delighted to finally see
the cheerful grin he remembered from two years ago.
“Yes! But I hope I’m not in Slytherin!” How interesting, thought his uncle.
“Well, I was in Ravenclaw myself.” And he’s certainly bright enough
“Were you? So is Andromeda, but I want to be in Gryffindor!”
Alphard couldn’t stop himself from
laughing out loud. “A Black in Gryffindor?” That
would be a turn up for the books.
The boy’s expression was solemn again “So you don’t think I could be?”
Bless my soul, thought Alphard this child’s mood
changes more often than a boggart at a barn dance.
“Sirius, my boy. If you truly want to be in Gryffindor, just be sure and
tell the Hat”
“The hat? How can I tell anything to a hat?”
Well…” Just in time Alphard remembered that he
wasn’t supposed say. “Well, you’ll know what I mean when it happens, and now I
think it’s time for your supper young man.”
Sirius frowned “I’m not allowed supper. Mother told me to stay in my
room.”
“I’ll
have a word with the kitchen elves on my way out, see if we can’t rustle you up
something. But we won’t tell Kreacher, eh?” Alphard winked again and was rewarded with another grin,
but just as quickly the frown returned.
“Aren’t you staying for dinner then? We hardly ever see you”
“I’m afraid your father and I hold such different opinions on a number
of topics, Sirius, that I’m not always a very welcome guest in this house.”
Alphard turned his thoughts to a
certain piece of magic he had brought with him tonight. What he had heard from
Andromeda over the past couple of years suggested the boy had promise, and this
little chat had confirmed his suspicions. But could he be trusted to use it
wisely? He was only ten years old after all. On the other hand, Sirius had
already proven himself capable of rather more than could be expected of a child
brought up in this house. He would be fine once he was at Hogwarts now that Albus was in charge, but until then…
“Sirius?” The boy had been waiting to be
dismissed; now he looked up expectantly.
“I have a little present for you.” Alphard
beckoned his nephew over and held out a small mirror in a plain, brass frame,
cracked and spotted with age. “Look into it,” he instructed. “That’s right, do
you see yourself? Now say my name very clearly.…”
“Uncle Alphard.” said Sirius. He gasped
and looked up in delight when his uncle’s face appeared. “It’s you!”
“Indeed!” said Alphard,
as he produced an identical mirror from his waistcoat pocket. "And if
I say your name into mine, like so: Sirius! I can see you too. So, if you ever
need a little chat, just take out your mirror and we’ll be able to talk to each
other. But it’s a secret. Don’t tell anyone Sirius, not even your cousin
Andromeda. Keep it very safe and only use it when you really need to talk about
something important. Can you do that for me?”
Sirius nodded solemnly.
“That’s
my boy. Now here’s a Galleon for you. Run along now.”
Alphard watched as the boy raced from
the room. Well, well, he thought. Heir to the Noble House of Black, who
would have imagined he’d turn out like that? Perhaps there is hope for this
family after all.