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Disclaimer: Cho Chang and Cedric Diggory belong to
J.K.
Rowling. I Hope You Dance lyrics and song belong to LeeAnn
Womack
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As the sunlight streamed into her bedroom, Cho Chang groaned and
rolled
over, desperate to avoid it. She wasn’t always like this. She
sighed,
thinking back on her former life-Quidditch Seeker, top-notch
student,
popular and adored by all. All taken from her in one night, by two
little
words.
Avada Kedavra…
Her beloved, her Cedric. At first glance a less likely pairing
could
not be found. She was the daughter of a pair of wealthy Muggle
lawyers,
he from a wizard family of modest means. At first, they had been
friends.
For three and a half years, ever since she was named reserve
Ravenclaw
Seeker, they had conversations over tactics. He had been the dashing
older
boy, and he truly wanted to help her-she had been so young when she
won
the position, and had only been flying for a year due to her
background.
Eventually they developed a true friendship, and that had blossomed
into
love. She smiled, remembering how nervous he had been when he asked
her
to the ball. And how handsome he had looked that night…
NO! she thought fervently. He’s not coming back, no
matter
how much it hurts.
But her thoughts drifted. She savored these few moments in the
morning,
before her mother would call to her to prepare for the day
("For
goodness sakes, Cho, I know you must be hurting, but one must put
forward
a pretty face for the world!"). Suddenly, she jumped out of bed
and
pulled out a small velvet box from her dresser.
There, she smiled to herself. The box held a silver filigree
ring
and a handful of dried lavender rose petals-her Christmas present
from
Cedric. She turned over the ring and read the inscription, magically
shrunk
to fit into the band.
This bud of love, by summer’s
ripening
breath, should prove a beauteous flower when next we
meet.
Shakespeare…he knew how I love Shakespeare, she thought,
putting
the ring back on her left ring finger. Oh, her mother had thrown a
fit
("It just isn’t proper to wear jewelry from a boy at your
age!")
but she didn’t care. She only wore the ring in the wizarding world
anyway,
for there was the only place it held true meaning. It was a reminder
of
Cedric-her friend, her beloved and for one night in June, her
lover.
She flushed scarlet. June 20. A week after their six-month
anniversary
and four days before…the maze. I’m fifteen, about to be sixteen.
A
bit young, yes, but I was ready. Was I ever ready. She had been
talking
about this with Cedric for about a month, and when she was ready,
Cedric
had cleaned up an old abandoned Charms classroom and supplied it
with
linens and a candlelit dinner. It had been a bit scary, yes, but
well
worth it. She had already known that they loved each other before
then,
but it seemed so much more concrete, so real after that one night of
shared
passion. And four nights later, she had cried over his body.
A sudden lump grew in her throat, and she knew she could not go
downstairs
now. She buzzed her mother that she was sick, and crawled back into
bed.
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How odd, the Great Hall is abandoned. And why aren’t the regular
tables
out…but this is certainly pretty.
Looking down, Cho was startled to see that she was wearing her silk
dress
robes. Then she glanced across the hall, and gasped.
Cedric was there.
Tears springing into her eyes, she ran across the hall to hug him,
just
to hold him one last time.
"Cho," he said, "do you know why I’m here?"
"Ced," she whispered, hearing her voice trail off.
"Shh," he whispered. "The song is
starting."
Soft Muggle music began to fill the Great Hall.
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the
ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens.
Promise me that you’ll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
I hope you dance…
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance.
Living might mean taking chances,
But they’re worth taking.
Loving might be a mistake
But its worth making.
Don’t let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter.
When you get close to selling out, reconsider.
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
Dance…
I hope you dance…
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder
Where those years have gone…
I hope you dance…
Cho let the melody and words wash over her as she clung to Cedric.
After
the song ended, she tipped her head up to look at him.
"Ced," she whispered, "I…I miss you so much. I love
you."
"I love you too, butterfly," he replied, kissing the top
of
her head. "Now, I need you to promise me something."
"Anything," she said. Anything at all for you.
"Honor me. Don’t be afraid to live. Don’t be afraid to
dance."
"But…" her voice trailed off.
"Don’t worry. I’ll always be with you, butterfly. We’ll win
this
war. And just consider me to be your guardian angel in the
fight."
He stopped to kiss her hand, then conjured up a perfect lavender
rose
with a flick of his wand.
Inhaling the sweet perfume of the rose, she whispered, "I
promise."
**********
As Cho awoke, she became aware of something in her hand. Pulling it
out
from beneath the thick blanket, she was shocked to see a lavender
rose.
But it was a dream, she thought wildly. Then she noticed
that
her window was open and the curtains were caught up in a breeze. On
the
ledge set a carved rosewood box.
Curiously, she opened it. As soon as she did, the haunting melody
from
her dream filled the room.
I hope you dance…
Had Cedric visited her in spirit? Was he watching her from heaven
right
now smiling?
Honor me. Don’t be afraid to live. Don’t be afraid to
dance.
Facing her mirror, Cho tried out a smile, her first real smile in
over
two months. Placing the box on her dresser, she proceeded to prepare
herself
for the day. After she had placed the rose in a vase, she took a
deep
breath.
"Time to dance," she murmured, then left to face the
world
with her angel.
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