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(It's page 665 in my HarperCollins edition.) The other quote used
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Second Task Fanfiction
"But handsome is as handsome does we say. Now's
a chance to show your quality."
Samwise Gamgee, The Lord of the Rings
by J. R. R. Tolkien.
Remus Lupin stood by the doors to the Great Hall, watching
as frightened students filed past him, led by their prefects.
He had kept a close watch on the Gryffindors as, shocked and terrified,
they followed Percy Weasley through the corridors to the hall.
Their portrait viciously shredded, they had nowhere else to sleep
that night. And a dangerous murderer was on the loose in Hogwarts,
one who, in a long-distant past, Remus had ... No! he told
himself. The past didn't matter. The current moment, the protection
of the students, was the most important issue now.
Now all the students were gathered under the centre of the
star-studded ceiling, standing huddled in groups of their housemates,
whispering. The Slytherins stood at the back of the hall, their
prefects leaning against the wall, speaking amongst themselves.
The headmaster called for the students' attention. The hall fell
silent almost instantly, but it took a few seconds for the last
of the Slytherin prefects, fifth-year Antony Bond, to stop speaking.
Remus narrowed his eyes, watching the black-haired boy's face
as Dumbledore spoke, explaining the dire situation. And dire it
was, for the entire castle needed urgent searching. Bond's expression
was guarded, but Remus thought he saw a flicker of concern cross
the boy's face that none of the other Slytherins showed. Dumbledore
conjured hundreds of sleeping bags and instructed the prefects
to guard the doors to the hall. The fifth-year Slytherins immediately
posted themselves at the main entrance, as did their Ravenclaw
counterparts. The remainder of the prefects scattered themselves
around the rest of the hall.
Remus began to follow his colleagues from the room, casting
a final look at the students who were now beginning to claim sleeping
spots. Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, and Hermione Granger were leaning
on their elbows, whispering. They looked like they'd be all right.
Remus managed a smile, then sighed as he set out to face the collision
of his past and present.
He hoped that the staff would find Black and put an end to
this torment of memories, but surely the monster would have left
"Professor." The voice was low, almost ... dangerous.
A black shape swept in front of Remus from the collection of prefects.
It stopped between him and the doorway, arms crossed.
"Antony," Remus replied, attempting to step around
Bond, but the boy anticipated his move and blocked it. "Antony,
I need to help search the castle. Sirius Black is on the loose."
"I know," Bond replied. He took a step closer to
Remus. "I wonder how he got in?" His glacial gaze hardened
as he scrutinised Remus's face for the smallest reaction. Remus
felt himself deflate. That attitude was bad enough from his old
classmate Snape, but from his most talented fifth-year student,
it was a hard blow.
"Fine, Antony." Remus stepped away from the doorway
and the prefects. Bond followed him, eyes guarded and watchful.
The students had been ordered into their sleeping bags, and
the lights were put out. In the darkness all Remus could see of
his companion was the boy's pale face, so similar to a Malfoy's,
and his icy blue eyes. His dark robes blended into the shadows,
and his prefect's badge glinted only as ghosts slid by.
"Professor," Antony said, obviously taking care to
keep his voice low but still allowing it to be dark and threatening,
"don't think I don't know about you."
"Know what?" Remus feigned polite confusion, but
his mind was racing. How much did this son of a classmate know?
Was his secret known, and as such about to be revealed to the
entirety of Slytherin house? After all his care, was he about
to be ruined by a boy with a family grudge against him?
"I know you went to school with Black. You're helping
him." The tone held as much of the accusation as the words
did. That accusation ... how many times had Remus heard it from
Snape? Was that not enough? He sighed and ran a hand through his
hair, exaggerating its tangle and the way the front of it stood
up at odd angles.
"Antony ..." Remus made sure to keep his voice quiet,
to avoid the curious ears of students. He shook his head, unable
to understand why everyone who knew his past had to make the same
assumption. Perhaps it seemed logical to them, but to Remus ...
all his life he had faced the same prejudices because of what
he was. Now he faced them again because of what one of his friends
Where was the justice in that? Remus struggled to find the
eloquent, finely tuned words he invariably sought whenever faced
with such prejudice, but as always, they refused to come. "I
... what would I have to gain from helping Sir - Black? Even if
I wanted to?"
"I don't know. I often find it hard to understand the
way the mind of such a wizard works."
"You mean a Dark wizard?" Remus asked with a wry
smile. Bond did not reply. His silence was as telling as any word
of confirmation. In that moment, Remus recalled an incident from
a Defence Against the Dark Arts lesson the previous month. The
fifth-year Slytherins had been preparing for their O.W.L s, and
as such had been discussing the role of Defence in wizarding society.
Remus had never expected teaching that class to be an easy task,
but the lesson had gone better than most.
"There are often a number of prejudices against certain
members of wizarding society," Remus said, standing behind
his desk. He walked to the board and began to draw up a table.
"These tend to affect the amount of suspicion with which
they are viewed when charged with Dark activity. Can anybody tell
There was silence from the class.
The Slytherins were rarely willing to volunteer information
in class. Many of them viewed Remus with open hostility. He had
spent countless minutes standing in front of a smirking and infuriatingly
silent class as he asked the simplest of questions, such as who
had 'forgotten' to put a name on his or her essay. He sighed.
Then a hand rose in the middle of the classroom. Remus smiled.
Bond. The boy was undoubtedly intelligent, but had a fine Slytherin
bloodline, and rarely offered answers without severe prompting.
When he did offer an answer, though, it was insightful, thought
out, and (in his written work) often compassionate.
The boy lowered his hand and cleared his throat. "It
doesn't prejudice people towards someone as a Death
Eater, but instead against." Remus nodded in what he hoped
was an encouraging manner. "Money." Remus examined the
boy's face carefully, amazed. Of course, it was true, but it was
never spoken of openly by Slytherins. It never had been, even
in Remus's time at Hogwarts. "It's stupid, of course,"
Bond continued. "After all, 'the Prince of Darkness is a
gentleman.'" Bond shrugged. Remus felt his face sink into
a pensive frown. That sounded like a pre-rehearsed cue, or perhaps
a quote of some sort. But it was not one Remus had heard before.
What could it be from?
Remus had been so curious he had spent considerable time searching
for it. None of the searching had yielded any results. Until,
that is, in his puzzlement, he had turned to Muggle quotes. Then
he had found it.
"You said something very interesting on the topic of Dark
wizards in our lesson a month ago," Remus said in a solemn
voice. He put his hands in his pocket and stared up at the stars.
As the Fat Friar floated by (smiling as he always did, although
with slightly more concern), Remus glanced at his companion. Whether
it was a trick of the dim light or true fear, the boy's face seemed
paler and more drawn than normal.
"What do you mean?" he asked, his voice unusually
"You quoted Shakespeare," Remus replied casually.
"King Lear, act III, scene iv, line ...146, if I recall
correctly." Now he was certain he hadn't imagined the look
of stunned fear on the boy's face.
"But how -"
"Antony, it's not that hard. I simply looked it up. Admittedly,
it took me some time before I found it in a book of Muggle quotations.
Not many wizards would expect that. Least of all from you, known
as the pureblood tyrant of the prefects. Surely it wouldn't be
good for your image." Bond was silent, staring at the floor.
"What I don't understand, Antony, is why. Not why Shakespeare,
for that's simply a matter of taste, and many share your passion.
But why act the way you do? No-one who reads Shakespeare for fun
can be what you pretend to be, the personification of pureblood
prejudice. I've watched you, and I've read your answers in class.
You're more than that. You're committed to your work in Defence,
and you see past the hatred of your housemates. So why the act?"
Remus sighed. "Antony, you're only fourteen. You have so
much ahead of you, a life of hope and opportunity. When I was
growing up, we were deprived of that; it was in the middle of
Voldemort's rise. Why ruin your chances of friendship? And why
hurt so many people? You have so much to live for, Antony. Don't
waste it." The drawn expression on the boy's face made him
look far older and more mature than his fourteen years. Yet were
those the faint traces of tears on his cheeks as Remus finished
speaking? Bond wiped his face with a robe sleeve and sighed.
"I don't have as much to live for as you'd think, Professor.
Perhaps I don't hold the same prejudices and beliefs as my housemates.
If it were up to me, I would embrace my true feelings."
He shrugged. "But that's not how my life works."
Remus stared at the boy with a new respect. "I can see
you won't disclose your reasons, Antony. But it seems we're just
a pair of misfits, anomalies in wizarding society if you will,
defined by our difference. You may not know why, but I understand
your position. It's a hard one to live in. I know I would not
wish it on anyone. I only hope you manage to make the best of
Remus straightened himself with a forced smile.
"Now, with your permission, I must go assist in the search."
As Remus left the hall, he glanced over his shoulder. He saw
Antony standing where he had left the boy, eyes fixed on a point
on the enchanted ceiling. In that moment, Remus felt a sense of
connection with the young Slytherin. For they both followed the
same path. And it was harsh, rocky, and above all, lonely. The
path of anomalies.